How often we fail to live up to these principles that should characterize our Christian lives. I often wonder why I don't treat others according to Paul's exhortation here. Why don't I rejoice in other people's accomplishments? Why do I repay evil with evil, even though I know the consequences of such an act? Why do I judge and criticize others? Why do I have a spirit of rivalry? Why do I find it difficult to bless others?
In addition to these shortcomings in my personality, I have also come to realize that I prefer being with people who are similar to me rather than spending time with those who are different. There seems to be an inner drive that urges me to be constantly comparing myself with others. I have looked in the word of God, but of course there is nothing there that encourages such a self-centered attitude.
After giving it a lot of thought, I have come to certain conclusions:
1. I have fallen prey to the bondage of rivalry and do not appreciate the grace that accepts me as I am. I tend to forget God's mercy and his unconditional grace.
2. I have fallen into the trap which is the love of taking control. In this I threaten others and rob them of their freedom, especially those whom I perceive to be weaker than myself (Romans 14:1-4).
3. God's Spirit has also revealed to me that I am judgmental (Romans 14:9). This is yet another chain that must be broken in my life. I am so poor when it comes to giving my love to others.
Lord, I pray that you forgive me and set me free from my chains. I pray that you liberate me from wanting to compare myself to other people and from my judgmental attitude. Lord, help me to be more loving and not to fall so easily into a critical spirit. I need your strength in my inner self.
Lord, loose my chains and set me free so that you can use me positively in the lives of others. May the grace of your Holy Spirit flourish in and through me.